Friday, April 27, 2012


Seems like I have been falling behind on this blog for a couple of days. There are many things going on in my life right now, and this sometimes slips my mind for the moment.

Yesterday, though, I found myself unable to accomplish anything. I was waiting for news. Hoping it was not going to be worse than the original call that put me into the holding pattern. Oh, I could clean and do any physical activity, but when it came to any higher cognitive functions, it seems they were waiting to kick in after I knew the status of the situation.

Waiting. It was counterproductive to my day, yet every time I tried to move past it, I found myself lost. My head would delve into the worst case scenario, and I would have to manipulate myself to think positive.

Waiting. The day dragged with no news. Finally eight hours after the initial call, a snippet of information. Just enough to relax a bit, and I realized I had been waiting to breathe.

Still, we have no definitive answers.

Waiting. I spent the night trying to sleep.

Hopefully today, I will know more details. Understand the extent of this situation, and finally be able to put aside this matter of waiting.


  1. Sometimes waiting is the worst ever! Then again, sometimes, it is also the best. I hope things work out for you.

    Coming over from A-Z.
    ~Naila Moon

  2. Hope everything okay. The waiting pattern is indeed a struggled one.


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